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sazanami jun ([personal profile] blundering) wrote2024-03-03 10:46 am
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[personal profile] tfy 2024-06-06 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Water city"? Ah, you mean the Grand Canal in Venice? Now that *would* be fun! It'd be lovely to go on one of those boat rides with all 4 of us. That would also make for a great photoshoot! Since we both like that idea, I'll add it to our to-do list! Or our "To-See" list. Or maybe our "To-Go" list? I'm not sure what to call it yet.

And I'm sure Nagisa-kun would love to see the Collosseum! If he hasn't already. I think he might've gone there once before. Back when we were at Yumenosaki, he'd jet off whenever he felt like it. He'd just disappear and then reappear some days later with souvenirs from abroad and some new story to tell about historic sites or archaeological digs. But these days he doesn't really have time in his schedule for that, plus Ibara wouldn't allow it, so we'll just have to travel together!

Then if we're feeling extra ambitious, we could not only consider touring the world, but also other universes! Topaz-chan said that her company manufactures airplanes which can travel between dimensions, so something like that might just be possible. We could become the world's first truly "cosmic" idols!

Though, there's already plenty to see in our world. And the thought of getting stuck between dimensions is a bit disconcerting. So I think I'd be fine without that, too.


[There's a lull between bursts of text as Jun manages to articulate something he's also felt. "Our circumstances are shitty, but I'm happy with all of it" really isn't too far from his own feelings. Of course he isn't happy with everything that's going on, or even most of it. But he's finding himself feeling happy more and more often lately, and he knows it's all because of Jun. It's because he has Jun at his side. He meant it when he said he'd be happy doing almost anything with Jun. And it's the same for Jun, isn't it?

Nothing, not Rinne's disappearance or the forced tattoos or the Springtime game or anything, can completely kill the simple joy of being with his partner. Or the still-more-exhilarating joy of having his secret feelings returned. Some of his usual worries will return later, but right now, he's over the moon. So over the moon, he doesn't even mind when Jun messes up that motto he came up with during Eve's formation!
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Silly Jun-kun. It's one body, two souls! 💚💙 Because we move together onstage as one!

But the way you said it isn't completely wrong. Since it seems our innermost thoughts and feelings are in-sync today, too. Almost like we *are* sharing a soul.
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[personal profile] tfy 2024-06-09 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Not to worry! I'm always graceful, so there's not a chance I'll fall in. And Nagisa-kun was really into snorkeling for 1 week last year, so I'm sure he'd be just fine even if he did! And Ibara *should* be able to swim given his military background. I'm also sure that even if I did fall in, Jun-kun would immediately dive to my rescue! But that does sound like a hassle, so it's best to just avoid it!

As for the photoshoot part, I figure we can have a camera crew photographing us from another boat or else from one of the bridges. And then we can also take photographs at all the other sightseeing locations. That should be fun for us and for our fans!

It's definitely considered theft to take parts of the Colosseum home. But I do know he's been on excavations in other countries before. Perhaps one day he'll have a shiny stone from every country on Earth! 💎

Will we see her outside the resort, you mean? Honestly, she sounds rather busy, just like Anzu-chan or Ibara. And it also sounds as though she lives in a completely different dimension from us. But if we do find a way to travel between worlds, then perhaps!

I do agree with you about space, though. I don't like dark, cold and lonely places, so on second thought, let's scratch that.


[Sorry, Ibara. Sorry, CosPro.

... it really is a silly thing. Feeling his heart soar because of some emojis. But he has the softest smile on his face when he sees Jun return them. He couldn't be happier with how things have turned out.
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But even if we did travel to space, we'd still be "one body, two souls." In this world, in another world, in the next life, wherever!

Or at least that's what I'll choose to believe, since that's what would make me happiest, too.


[He knows he's only reiterating Jun's words. And his own. But he'll keep saying shmoopy things like that, revealing his heart bit by bit, until the day he feels he's found the right moment to come right out and state his feelings upfront.

He will be thinking them in his heart, though. "I love Jun-kun."
]
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[personal profile] tfy 2024-06-11 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
["You're pretty much right," Jun says. And that's why he assumes!]

Yep, of course Jun-kun would prioritize me over getting water in his shoes! That's how things are, and that's how they should be!

I know I've already suggested different this, but we can always try on clothes and take some photos here, by the way. It won't be nearly the same as a real photoshoot, but we'll want to do that anyway so we can figure out what to wear for our shuffle performance!


[Whenever... that happens.]

It's just obvious, since that's a historical landmark. It'd be sort of like trying to take ancient artwork home from a museum. Though I wonder if that's what our captors have done, since some of the art pieces in the elevators look eerily similar to famous works. If they're just reproductions, then they're rather skilled ones.

Someone suggested that we could be in space here, for all we know. They've cut off any way to view the outside world, after all. I didn't really buy that, though, since I don't feel the slightest bit weightless here.


[It was Atsushi who shared that idea.

Also, the last part might just be a lie. Because every time Jun reaffirms his feelings for him, he does feel like he's floating on up to cloud nine. Like now, for instance.

There's a lot weighing on him in this place. A constant heaviness sitting in his chest, threatening to sink his heart like a stone. But that feeling is gone now. As long as he has Jun-kun...
]

I don't feel too heavy anymore, either, though. And that's because of you, I'm sure. And because of that understanding that we reached.

Thanks, Jun-kun.

💚
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[personal profile] tfy 2024-06-15 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I've trained you well, I see~ 🏊 I still don't intend to fall in, but I'm sure your fans would be impressed if they saw you dive heroically to my rescue. Perhaps you'll get to do a similar scene in a drama someday.

[Though they'd probably just use a stunt double.]

Just for us, hmm?

[He's not sure whether Jun is talking about new stage costumes, or about their plans to try on cute dresses at some point, or what. But either way:]

That sounds wonderful to me! You already know this, but I love shopping, so I don't mind if we go on multiple trips. One trip for shuffle unit costumes, one trip for cute outfits, and a third trip for more matching clothes! 👯🛍️

[They'll be shopping for matching outfits for Weiss's party next month, anyway. And he and Weiss will also be looking at shuffle costumes.]

Perhaps we can investigate the brushstrokes with a magnifying glass. I'm sort of like a detective here, so it's probably time I got one of those. I do try to avoid riding the elevators with others, since there are those weird talking portraits in there, but I suppose it's fine if it's just with Jun-kun.

I don't think the laws of gravity are a myth... But this place seems to run on magic, so anything is possible, I guess. For example


[He pauses.

Does he really want to say that? But they've already said so much, Jun included. So it should be fine.
]

I sometimes feel like I'm floating in zero gravity when I'm talking to Jun-kun!

Or when you touch me.

Anyway, talk to you later! 💚


[And then he tabs out of the conversation before he can see Jun's reply, flopping his head down on his pillow again.

... he'll check again in a minute. Or a few minutes. But for now, he'll just lie down and wait for his heart to return to normal, a smile still lingering on his lips after all the sweet things Jun said to him.
]
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[personal profile] tfy 2024-06-17 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't see the "..." hovering. He's not looking at his watch, after all! He said something a bit embarrassing, and then he scrammed.

He can't resist checking after a few minutes, though. And when he does check, it's another shot straight to the heart. More sweet, passionate words, typed just for him, and to top it all off, Jun saw right through him. "Like you've only got eyes for me," Jun said. And it's true, he does.

"That's because I do have eyes only for you," he considers writing. But he stops himself. He's shared enough of his heart today. Almost his entire heart. He's exhausted! Though in a good way, akin to the tired exhilaration he feels after giving it his all onstage.

He goes back to curling up in bed. In the end he doesn't send anything, but that's fine. He and Jun are never apart for long, and when they see each other for dinner later. There are no more mushy heart-to-hearts, at least not for now, but when he smiles at Jun across the table, there's something soft and knowing in his eyes. And he thinks he can see his own feelings reflected back.

In other words: a new lovey-dovey saga in his life has begun. Golden Peacock doujin authors, get your pens ready...!
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