Sounds better if we share and I'll let ya hog 'em.
[ He quickly shakes his head, knowing or rather attempting to win an argument with Hiyori is almost the same as finding a needle in a haystack. Despite his complaints, it doesn't bother him much, or at least, it shouldn't.
There's the word again, "sharing," and he's keenly aware that's mostly what they have been doing since they arrived here. However, despite the similarities to home, the dynamics here have stayed the same. Surprisingly, the way Hiyori has been wording this whole idea, even if it's only softening the blow, still feels wrong. Maybe it's not due to Jun feeling uncomfortable by it, but rather having to "share" Hiyori with someone else, or perhaps it's due to him not being able to truly put the idea into perspective. Still, Jun's added drowsiness might be another factor. Are his feelings of jealousy understandable, even when he can't articulate them without sounding like a green-eyed monster? Not when Hiyori continues, stating again how they belong to each other makes perfect sense.
Gradually he has become more comfortable with physical touch, no longer brushing Hiyori off, instead welcoming them. So it's understandable to him—without giving the idea much thought—he'd clearly grapple their hypothetical scenario. Here, it's impossible to tell why Hiyori is blushing. (Is it due to him wanting to do this and also wanting others to watch them "get busy" with each other?)
But the idea makes him extra nervous, and for the same reason it bothers him. ]
I know.. I know you'd never do something like that without checkin' in first. But I'm just struggling with the idea, Ohii-san.
[ But "declaring ownership"? Won't that only make him seem even more jealous?
Hiyori suggests that acting out a play, or playing the roles of lovers on stage, could make it easier for them. This approach only allowed Past-Jun to manage his feelings for a long time, as it's easier to "switch off" when performing. But they've never acted out this scenario with the two of them before, with someone else watching. Performing for a single audience member would probably be more challenging, especially given the "performance" Hiyori's alluding to. ]
You're sayin' a lotta stuff, but it's what you want, yeah? The bitting thing? I dunno if you'd come out and say it. 'Cause I guess I'll say it's pretty much the same for me. When we're together, I wanna leave marks all across Ohii-san's smooth skin 'til he can't take it. And 'course there's no one else I'd wanna see like that! 'Cause honestly, you're pretty all the time, but seeing ya like that is somethin' else...
[ He's still not completely convinced, but it's also true that he doesn't want anyone else to see Hiyori like he does. It's a breath of relief Hiyori's also confirmed he doesn't want anyone else to see, either. ]
But our options are sorta limited, and maybe I just need time to warm up to the idea. 'Sides, on top of that, I dunno if we'd be able to really act it out. Y'know... I'm talking 'bout the love scene! And us bein' a sailor and mermaid kinda feels familiar is all!
[ His voice carries a newfound shyness, a small blush blooming on his cheeks. Jun hesitates to mention it aloud, but he's shyly trying to refer to the time at Weiss's party. ]
So, I guess treatin' it like a play might work. But it's like I said, I'm just afraid and sorta struggling with reading what you seriously want outta this.
[ After a lengthy pause of his own, he takes a moment to fully process everything. ]
Well, what I think is, I'm pretty terrified. Not just doing this but also 'bout acting all possessive by accident or something... and it'll end up turning into some huge turnoff.
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[ He quickly shakes his head, knowing or rather attempting to win an argument with Hiyori is almost the same as finding a needle in a haystack. Despite his complaints, it doesn't bother him much, or at least, it shouldn't.
There's the word again, "sharing," and he's keenly aware that's mostly what they have been doing since they arrived here. However, despite the similarities to home, the dynamics here have stayed the same. Surprisingly, the way Hiyori has been wording this whole idea, even if it's only softening the blow, still feels wrong. Maybe it's not due to Jun feeling uncomfortable by it, but rather having to "share" Hiyori with someone else, or perhaps it's due to him not being able to truly put the idea into perspective. Still, Jun's added drowsiness might be another factor. Are his feelings of jealousy understandable, even when he can't articulate them without sounding like a green-eyed monster? Not when Hiyori continues, stating again how they belong to each other makes perfect sense.
Gradually he has become more comfortable with physical touch, no longer brushing Hiyori off, instead welcoming them. So it's understandable to him—without giving the idea much thought—he'd clearly grapple their hypothetical scenario. Here, it's impossible to tell why Hiyori is blushing. (Is it due to him wanting to do this and also wanting others to watch them "get busy" with each other?)
But the idea makes him extra nervous, and for the same reason it bothers him. ]
I know.. I know you'd never do something like that without checkin' in first. But I'm just struggling with the idea, Ohii-san.
[ But "declaring ownership"? Won't that only make him seem even more jealous?
Hiyori suggests that acting out a play, or playing the roles of lovers on stage, could make it easier for them. This approach only allowed Past-Jun to manage his feelings for a long time, as it's easier to "switch off" when performing. But they've never acted out this scenario with the two of them before, with someone else watching. Performing for a single audience member would probably be more challenging, especially given the "performance" Hiyori's alluding to. ]
You're sayin' a lotta stuff, but it's what you want, yeah? The bitting thing? I dunno if you'd come out and say it. 'Cause I guess I'll say it's pretty much the same for me. When we're together, I wanna leave marks all across Ohii-san's smooth skin 'til he can't take it. And 'course there's no one else I'd wanna see like that! 'Cause honestly, you're pretty all the time, but seeing ya like that is somethin' else...
[ He's still not completely convinced, but it's also true that he doesn't want anyone else to see Hiyori like he does. It's a breath of relief Hiyori's also confirmed he doesn't want anyone else to see, either. ]
But our options are sorta limited, and maybe I just need time to warm up to the idea. 'Sides, on top of that, I dunno if we'd be able to really act it out. Y'know... I'm talking 'bout the love scene! And us bein' a sailor and mermaid kinda feels familiar is all!
[ His voice carries a newfound shyness, a small blush blooming on his cheeks. Jun hesitates to mention it aloud, but he's shyly trying to refer to the time at Weiss's party. ]
So, I guess treatin' it like a play might work. But it's like I said, I'm just afraid and sorta struggling with reading what you seriously want outta this.
[ After a lengthy pause of his own, he takes a moment to fully process everything. ]
Well, what I think is, I'm pretty terrified. Not just doing this but also 'bout acting all possessive by accident or something... and it'll end up turning into some huge turnoff.