[ He could deny it, but he's been called out already. There's no real point in denying something when it's the truth, despite Jun being defiant in the past. It's written across his face, likely in the same loving-soft look he's giving Hiyori right this second. ]
Mhm, it's real tempting! I'll think 'bout it, alright~? Maybe breaking my routine for a couple of days won't hurt.
[ Even if it's when Jun goes for his morning jogs! Even with the past few months, he hasn't been able to break the routine, even if there's no Mary to take on her morning walks.
But Hiyori's right in assuming an incredulous look, even if it's not what he's met with. It's more confusion than anything else, eyes narrowing as Hiyori's words replay in his head with the equally cute flushed cheeks.
For starters, there's plenty for Jun to "not get"! Sure, Eve plays heavily into fanservice, the feigning touches and fake kisses, but isn't this a step too far? Granted, some might not agree! Fans who enjoy the closeness between them might faint if given an opportunity to watch Eve get to it. Better yet, as an audience member! But the fans here, or the people they might propose to watch, might only receive their card in return. ]
You're, uh, talkin' 'bout the stuff we do in private?
[ Even with the idea planted, it struggles to take hold and make sense in a way Jun understands. Because at the end of the day, they're still idols, even without being offered jobs here, despite Hiyori only stating moments ago. Won't it end their careers if this got out? Sure, Ibara might be able to salvage what little is left, but he can't salvage the part where they allowed people to watch. ]
But I know we wouldn't wanna cheat on each other, 'cause I'd rather die. Though, I'm sorta curious 'bout you knowing this loophole... Who's to say it works? And thinking 'bout people watchin' us... well, it seriously creeps me out.
[ Or, truthfully, makes him feel uncomfortable. Hiyori's the only person he's ever been intimate with, thinking it's still something to be cherished away from curious eyes. ]
'Cause what we do together is meant to be between us, right? Like the thing you say 'bout us bein' in our world of two. And dunno if I can perform, uh, with strangers watching us. I'll probably suffer from real bad stage fright.
[ Even then, Jun is unsure how he truly feels about the performance part. It sounds absurd, it's the truth, but isn't it Jun's own selfish want to keep this particular side of Hiyori to himself? The side no one else gets to see, all for him and no one else. What might happen if anyone else sees Hiyori in such a state? It'll be sure to invite some unnerving feelings.
As they continue exploring their newfound relationship and discovering what they enjoy together, will their feelings for one another change once they've performed these acts for strangers? Or will their feelings last? Jun knows he wants the latter, wanting to protect Hiyori from anyone and everyone, and further wanting to protect their love and hearts. But as it stands, his thoughts are selfish, wanting and wanting and not willing to compromise.
Or, more importantly, isn't it an ache of jealousy he feels whenever Jun truly muses about it? He's felt it before, back during Wonder Game, the agony of something before Nagi-senpai's comment. The throes of jealousy weren't a concept he'd ever felt before, but now, he felt the same sharp, piercing pang in his heart that he couldn't quite come to terms with. ]
It does sound pretty absurd, Ohii-san. 'Cause when it comes down to it, I dunno if I'll be normal 'bout anyone getting to see you the way I do.
[ He's honest about it, despite his mind telling him not to. But he's still selfish, even after Hiyori states he doesn't want to keep things from him because they're partners. Again, it's not about him, but something to ensure neither of them turns to stone. Jun can't accept it, even as Hiyori looks him in the eyes and squeezes his hands. It's comforting, but he'd rather the pangs of jealousy head somewhere else. ]
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Mhm, it's real tempting! I'll think 'bout it, alright~? Maybe breaking my routine for a couple of days won't hurt.
[ Even if it's when Jun goes for his morning jogs! Even with the past few months, he hasn't been able to break the routine, even if there's no Mary to take on her morning walks.
But Hiyori's right in assuming an incredulous look, even if it's not what he's met with. It's more confusion than anything else, eyes narrowing as Hiyori's words replay in his head with the equally cute flushed cheeks.
For starters, there's plenty for Jun to "not get"! Sure, Eve plays heavily into fanservice, the feigning touches and fake kisses, but isn't this a step too far? Granted, some might not agree! Fans who enjoy the closeness between them might faint if given an opportunity to watch Eve get to it. Better yet, as an audience member! But the fans here, or the people they might propose to watch, might only receive their card in return. ]
You're, uh, talkin' 'bout the stuff we do in private?
[ Even with the idea planted, it struggles to take hold and make sense in a way Jun understands. Because at the end of the day, they're still idols, even without being offered jobs here, despite Hiyori only stating moments ago. Won't it end their careers if this got out? Sure, Ibara might be able to salvage what little is left, but he can't salvage the part where they allowed people to watch. ]
But I know we wouldn't wanna cheat on each other, 'cause I'd rather die. Though, I'm sorta curious 'bout you knowing this loophole... Who's to say it works? And thinking 'bout people watchin' us... well, it seriously creeps me out.
[ Or, truthfully, makes him feel uncomfortable. Hiyori's the only person he's ever been intimate with, thinking it's still something to be cherished away from curious eyes. ]
'Cause what we do together is meant to be between us, right? Like the thing you say 'bout us bein' in our world of two. And dunno if I can perform, uh, with strangers watching us. I'll probably suffer from real bad stage fright.
[ Even then, Jun is unsure how he truly feels about the performance part. It sounds absurd, it's the truth, but isn't it Jun's own selfish want to keep this particular side of Hiyori to himself? The side no one else gets to see, all for him and no one else. What might happen if anyone else sees Hiyori in such a state? It'll be sure to invite some unnerving feelings.
As they continue exploring their newfound relationship and discovering what they enjoy together, will their feelings for one another change once they've performed these acts for strangers? Or will their feelings last? Jun knows he wants the latter, wanting to protect Hiyori from anyone and everyone, and further wanting to protect their love and hearts. But as it stands, his thoughts are selfish, wanting and wanting and not willing to compromise.
Or, more importantly, isn't it an ache of jealousy he feels whenever Jun truly muses about it? He's felt it before, back during Wonder Game, the agony of something before Nagi-senpai's comment. The throes of jealousy weren't a concept he'd ever felt before, but now, he felt the same sharp, piercing pang in his heart that he couldn't quite come to terms with. ]
It does sound pretty absurd, Ohii-san. 'Cause when it comes down to it, I dunno if I'll be normal 'bout anyone getting to see you the way I do.
[ He's honest about it, despite his mind telling him not to. But he's still selfish, even after Hiyori states he doesn't want to keep things from him because they're partners. Again, it's not about him, but something to ensure neither of them turns to stone. Jun can't accept it, even as Hiyori looks him in the eyes and squeezes his hands. It's comforting, but he'd rather the pangs of jealousy head somewhere else. ]