[ The silence has him feeling a sense of uneasiness, a sinking feeling in his stomach that won't go away. Part of this speaks volumes, but in the end, it's the same as how he's reacted to everything Hiyori's told him.
How can he believe random words from a woman neither of them knows? It's not only Jun kicking up a fuss, he's framing it genuinely as a question because, in his eyes, it all sounds ridiculous. Somehow this hurts even more when Hiyori can't look at him, apologising into his lap. Does he mean the apology? He bites the inside of his mouth, listening to how defeated Hiyori sounds, and his chest feels even heavier. ]
Don't apologise less you mean it.
[ Jun isn’t trying to start a fight, but he wishes Hiyori would at least look at him. Without honesty, nothing seems to matter, and he wonders what kind of relationship they have. The anxiety inside him is growing, pushing him toward the worst possible thoughts.
Despite feeling at his lowest, Jun can’t help but try to reassure Hiyori. His love for him is absurdly intense, to the point where it feels almost sickeningly sweet. He realises he can’t stay angry at Hiyori, no matter what he does or how much he keeps hidden.
It does come across as helpless, and Jun can't pretend it was the answer he’d hoped for. In a situation that demands absolute certainty, this uncertainty is unsettling. He begins to wonder if confessing his feelings was a mistake—perhaps it would have been better to keep them to himself, avoiding all of this turmoil.
What frustrates him even more is when Hiyori starts speaking again, assuming something about him that’s completely untrue. A strong urge to interrupt settles in, wanting to correct Hiyori’s misconceptions, but he holds back and waits for him to finish. ]
Hey, come here.
[ He’s not trying to sound annoyed; he only wants to shake off the frustration that's been bugging him. He knows he’s probably overthinking things, as he always does.
Is any of this really Hiyori’s fault? Shouldn't Jun be there to support him, no matter what? It makes him question if he even has a right to be annoyed. Being in this place is already stressful enough, so what could make it worse? With Hiyori around, things have been much better, and everything has begun to make sense.
With a soft smile, he half-opens his arms, hoping to comfort Hiyori. He’d rather not see Hiyori on the verge of tears, especially once feeling frustrated.
In the end, Jun wishes he could assure Hiyori that everything might be alright. But he feels powerless to do so from where he stands. Despite knowing Hiyori's selfish tendencies, which have been known for years, there's far too much he wants to convey. Especially when it comes to those so-called "convenient excuses." ]
Just come right into my arms, Ohii-san. I'm not gonna say a thing 'til you do.
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How can he believe random words from a woman neither of them knows? It's not only Jun kicking up a fuss, he's framing it genuinely as a question because, in his eyes, it all sounds ridiculous. Somehow this hurts even more when Hiyori can't look at him, apologising into his lap. Does he mean the apology? He bites the inside of his mouth, listening to how defeated Hiyori sounds, and his chest feels even heavier. ]
Don't apologise less you mean it.
[ Jun isn’t trying to start a fight, but he wishes Hiyori would at least look at him. Without honesty, nothing seems to matter, and he wonders what kind of relationship they have. The anxiety inside him is growing, pushing him toward the worst possible thoughts.
Despite feeling at his lowest, Jun can’t help but try to reassure Hiyori. His love for him is absurdly intense, to the point where it feels almost sickeningly sweet. He realises he can’t stay angry at Hiyori, no matter what he does or how much he keeps hidden.
It does come across as helpless, and Jun can't pretend it was the answer he’d hoped for. In a situation that demands absolute certainty, this uncertainty is unsettling. He begins to wonder if confessing his feelings was a mistake—perhaps it would have been better to keep them to himself, avoiding all of this turmoil.
What frustrates him even more is when Hiyori starts speaking again, assuming something about him that’s completely untrue. A strong urge to interrupt settles in, wanting to correct Hiyori’s misconceptions, but he holds back and waits for him to finish. ]
Hey, come here.
[ He’s not trying to sound annoyed; he only wants to shake off the frustration that's been bugging him. He knows he’s probably overthinking things, as he always does.
Is any of this really Hiyori’s fault? Shouldn't Jun be there to support him, no matter what? It makes him question if he even has a right to be annoyed. Being in this place is already stressful enough, so what could make it worse? With Hiyori around, things have been much better, and everything has begun to make sense.
With a soft smile, he half-opens his arms, hoping to comfort Hiyori. He’d rather not see Hiyori on the verge of tears, especially once feeling frustrated.
In the end, Jun wishes he could assure Hiyori that everything might be alright. But he feels powerless to do so from where he stands. Despite knowing Hiyori's selfish tendencies, which have been known for years, there's far too much he wants to convey. Especially when it comes to those so-called "convenient excuses." ]
Just come right into my arms, Ohii-san. I'm not gonna say a thing 'til you do.