Well, if I do end up hogging them, that just means you'll have to hug me to keep warm...♪
[Which means they've reached an agreement on blanket-sharing. But as for the other stuff...
He's still nervous. They haven't done anything yet, but what if simply putting the idea out there changes everything between them? What if it makes him sound like... well, you know. Like a pervert!
It's why he's blushing so much and having such a hard time. He doesn't want Jun to think badly of him. Especially as he reveals the specific scenarios he's thought about—acting out different roles together, or having Jun claim him in front of others. At that point, it starts to sound less like he's trying to protect their lives here, and more like he's talking about his own interests.
... When of course it isn't like that! He only brought this stuff up because he thought it was the only way to meet their captor's demands without compromising on their relationship. And he only brought up things like acting out roles and biting because he thought it might make the other stuff more bearable! ... that's all!
But that doesn't mean he doesn't want that stuff for his own reasons. After he finishes pouring out his secret thoughts, Jun cuts right to the point. "It's what you want, yeah?" he asks. And at that, Hiyori flushes even harder.]
That's—
[He opens his mouth to protest.
... but then stops short when Jun admits he likes it too. The biting, that is.
It causes him to simmer down. Hearing that Jun likes to leave marks "all over his smooth skin" makes his heart skip. He already knew that, of course, but it's another thing to hear him say it, and it alleviates most of his embarrassment.]
Well, since Jun-kun also likes it, there's no problem with it. Might as well put those sharp teeth to good use! ♪
[But what about putting them to good use in front of other people?
That's the difference here. They've never done that stuff in front of someone else. It's the source of Jun's hesitation, the reason he's struggling with the idea. But in the same breath, he says he might just need more time to warm up to the idea. So it's not that he absolutely won't do it, he's just... unsure. Because of embarrassment, and because he doesn't know if he can "perform" properly. Right?
No, that's not all. There's one final source of hesitation, and Hiyori's eyes widen when he hears. Jun-kun, his Jun-kun is afraid...
Of "acting all possessive" by accident and turning him off?
It's such an unexpected worry that all he can do is stare for a moment. But Jun is completely serious, it seems: shy and awkward and afraid. He and Jun...
They really are alike.]
That's, well... I wouldn't worry about that last thing.
[He responds after a pause, seeming only a little less awkward.]
Not that I want to make you feel jealous, of course. I want you to feel good when you're with me! And it's really other people who ought to be jealous of you, since you get to be with me. But supposing you did get jealous, and you left more marks behind than usual, or... or you got a bit rougher...
[He trails off momentarily, his cheeks blazing at the scene that just unfolded in his head. Did he just imagine a jealous Jun-kun aggressively laying claim to him in front of someone else? You bet! Not quite looking at Jun, he finishes:]
It'd take more than that to drive me off. I'd still enjoy it, since it's with Jun-kun!
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[Which means they've reached an agreement on blanket-sharing. But as for the other stuff...
He's still nervous. They haven't done anything yet, but what if simply putting the idea out there changes everything between them? What if it makes him sound like... well, you know. Like a pervert!
It's why he's blushing so much and having such a hard time. He doesn't want Jun to think badly of him. Especially as he reveals the specific scenarios he's thought about—acting out different roles together, or having Jun claim him in front of others. At that point, it starts to sound less like he's trying to protect their lives here, and more like he's talking about his own interests.
... When of course it isn't like that! He only brought this stuff up because he thought it was the only way to meet their captor's demands without compromising on their relationship. And he only brought up things like acting out roles and biting because he thought it might make the other stuff more bearable! ... that's all!
But that doesn't mean he doesn't want that stuff for his own reasons. After he finishes pouring out his secret thoughts, Jun cuts right to the point. "It's what you want, yeah?" he asks. And at that, Hiyori flushes even harder.]
That's—
[He opens his mouth to protest.
... but then stops short when Jun admits he likes it too. The biting, that is.
It causes him to simmer down. Hearing that Jun likes to leave marks "all over his smooth skin" makes his heart skip. He already knew that, of course, but it's another thing to hear him say it, and it alleviates most of his embarrassment.]
Well, since Jun-kun also likes it, there's no problem with it. Might as well put those sharp teeth to good use! ♪
[But what about putting them to good use in front of other people?
That's the difference here. They've never done that stuff in front of someone else. It's the source of Jun's hesitation, the reason he's struggling with the idea. But in the same breath, he says he might just need more time to warm up to the idea. So it's not that he absolutely won't do it, he's just... unsure. Because of embarrassment, and because he doesn't know if he can "perform" properly. Right?
No, that's not all. There's one final source of hesitation, and Hiyori's eyes widen when he hears. Jun-kun, his Jun-kun is afraid...
Of "acting all possessive" by accident and turning him off?
It's such an unexpected worry that all he can do is stare for a moment. But Jun is completely serious, it seems: shy and awkward and afraid. He and Jun...
They really are alike.]
That's, well... I wouldn't worry about that last thing.
[He responds after a pause, seeming only a little less awkward.]
Not that I want to make you feel jealous, of course. I want you to feel good when you're with me! And it's really other people who ought to be jealous of you, since you get to be with me. But supposing you did get jealous, and you left more marks behind than usual, or... or you got a bit rougher...
[He trails off momentarily, his cheeks blazing at the scene that just unfolded in his head. Did he just imagine a jealous Jun-kun aggressively laying claim to him in front of someone else? You bet! Not quite looking at Jun, he finishes:]
It'd take more than that to drive me off. I'd still enjoy it, since it's with Jun-kun!
[He lets those words hang in the air defiantly.]