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sazanami jun ([personal profile] blundering) wrote 2024-03-28 02:57 pm (UTC)

[ The only explanation is that he doesn't dress up more often because nobody has ever asked him to. Beyond that, he doesn't have much reason for his lack of interest in fashion. The only times he wears anything more than casual clothes are for work obligations like stage costumes or photoshoots. Strangely, though, he realises that he doesn't hate dressing up on those occasions. It's not that he vehemently dislikes shopping; it just wasn't one of his favourite pastimes.

Ah, well, Jun can neither confirm nor deny, since Monika did leave a lasting impression. She did ask to kiss him, which is why he also feels a little guilty, not that he has to admit that to Hiyori just yet. So that's why he knows how bad it may sound, considering there was temptation and he'd been in the thick of it. ]


there's nothing to be mad about.

[ And rather than provoke unnecessary jealousy, we're aiming to be considerate, as Jun remains oblivious to most things. Still naive in many ways, Jun had declined Monika's advances, so no harm was done. Better to leave some things unspoken, since saying more might only embarrass her. Yep, discretion is the key for now. ]

i think she was just interested in my muscles, cuz she kept wanting to touch them. i don't wanna accuse anyone of doing something like that and i don't wanna embarrass her any further, ohii-san. especially if she's already got someone...

and i know ibara would be pissed and i already feel bad about it. he'd call me an idiot and i can't do anything about it but agree. i didn't really think about it, alright? it was stupid of me, and you've got every right to chew me out.


[ No, because that's only making it worse, even if he denies nothing happened, it still would cause a scandal if anyone had seen him leaving a bathroom stall with a random girl. He's never done anything like that before, so he doesn't know why he did then. Jun's career means everything to him, and now he's realising how it might look to the fans and to the rest of Eden. And he could've easily said no, just stayed in his bathroom stall, handed over the clothes and be done.

But even he's aware of how terribly he messed up and how awful of a partner he is letting Hiyori down. ]


and no, it wasn't like she did it randomly. the easiest way to explain it was one of those weird slots down in the chapel. i dunno if you ever saw them? anyway, monika-san needed some cold to trade clothes with, so i said i'd help. well, even i thought it was weird at first cuz it ended up being, "trade clothes with someone cold in the bathroom." there's no way doing errands for you could make me a pushover for anyone else. that's already a full-time job, you know?

[ Hopefully he's clarified most questions, possibly going into too much detail since he can't hide anything from Hiyori, even through text messages. ]

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